Tag: denial

Wednesday of Holy Week

From the responsorial psalm: “I will praise the name of God in song, and I will glorify him with thanksgiving: “See, you lowly ones, and be glad; you who seek God, may your hearts revive! For the LORD hears the poor, and his own who are in bonds he spurns not.” Lord, in your great love, answer me.”

A reading from the holy Gospel according to Matthew (Mt 26:14-25)

When it was evening, he reclined at table with the Twelve. And while they were eating, he said, “Amen, I say to you, one of you will betray me.” Deeply distressed at this, they began to say to him one after another, “Surely it is not I, Lord?” He said in reply, “He who has dipped his hand into the dish with me is the one who will betray me. The Son of Man indeed goes, as it is written of him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed. It would be better for that man if he had never been born.” Then Judas, his betrayer, said in reply, “Surely it is not I, Rabbi?” He answered, “You have said so.”

Jesus tells the disciples “My appointed time draws near,” and he celebrates the Passover with them. While they were eating, Jesus tells them that one of them will betray him. One by one the disciples deny that they will betray Jesus. “Surely it is not I, Lord?” When Jesus makes clear the consequences of failing to seek his mercy, as Peter did following his denial of Jesus, Judas also questions Jesus—”Surely it is not I, Rabbi?”—and later betrays him in the Garden of Gethsemane. Judas is not alone in his betrayal. In their weakness, each of the disciples also betrayed Jesus; only John remained with him at the foot of the cross. After the resurrection, all but Judas returned to Jesus to receive his mercy.

God, help me call to mind your presence today, that you are eternally present to me whether I am conscious of it at any given moment. In the decisions I face today, give me the grace to remain faithful to you and not weaken by turning away from your will and choosing to do wrong. “Surely it is not I, Lord?” Let that question be top of mind today as I face its opportunities and trials. “The Lord GOD is my help, therefore I am not disgraced.”

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

Tuesday of Holy Week

From the responsorial psalm: “In you, O LORD, I take refuge; let me never be put to shame. In your justice rescue me, and deliver me; incline your ear to me, and save me. I will sing of your salvation.”

A reading from the holy Gospel according to John (Jn 13:21-33, 36-38)

Simon Peter said to him, “Master, where are you going?” Jesus answered him, “Where I am going, you cannot follow me now, though you will follow later.” Peter said to him, “Master, why can I not follow you now? I will lay down my life for you.” Jesus answered, “Will you lay down your life for me? Amen, amen, I say to you, the cock will not crow before you deny me three times.”

Jesus tells the disciples that one of them will betray him. Peter asks Jesus which of them is the betrayer. In dipping the morsel, Judas gives the sign that he will betray Jesus. He tells him, “What you are going to do, do quickly.” And Judas departs. But Judas is not the only one who betrays Jesus. Peter, the one who says he would lay down his life for Jesus, later denies him three times in the courtyard. Peter’s overconfident devotion to Jesus reveals human weakness. When Jesus questions Peter—”Will you lay down your life for me?”—it is not to shame him but to direct his total dependence on God to strengthen and sustain him. In later repenting, Peter affirms this dependence.

God, help me realize the extent of your mercy, not to presume it but to recognize sin for what it is and know the grace of reconciliation with you. Judas moves off stage in the Gospel, passing from light to darkness. Peter leans against Jesus’ chest in devotion to him. Yet, both fail through human weakness to remain loyal to Jesus. Help me see in Peter a model of contrition and dependence on you for the forgiveness of sins. I am in a helpless place, Lord, if I trust only my good will to see me through the day. Let me know your mercy and be merciful to others. “In you, O LORD, I take refuge; let me never be put to shame.”

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.