A reading from the holy Gospel according to John
In the middle of the Sea of Galilee when the day had already grown dark, the disciples are crossing the sea to get to Capernaum. John, the disciple whom Jesus loved, tells us in this passage something worth a second look. He says, speaking of himself and the disciples: “It had already grown dark, and Jesus had not yet come to them.” What he meant by that, some Bible commentaries suggest, is that John expected Jesus to appear to them in some way. The crossing of the sea takes place after Jesus had performed the Miracle of the Loaves and Fishes, and the people wanted to make him king, so he withdrew alone to the mountain. What John meant by saying Jesus had not yet come expresses a longing to see him and desire to be at ease in his presence. When Jesus did appear, walking on the sea toward them, they began to be afraid. Jesus said to them, “It is I. Do not be afraid.” Before the disciples could take Jesus into the boat with them, they arrived immediately to their destination on the shore. How clearly the message of the Gospel translates into the many trials I face in daily life and its routine storms.
God, help me see the level of longing for Jesus and trust in him that John had and what it can teach me about discipleship. Help me grasp the richness of symbolism and meaning in today’s Gospel passage. The disciples are in the middle of the sea at night as storms begin to brew. John waits with certainty and hope for Jesus to return despite the apparent impossibility of his appearing to them from out of nowhere. Yet, he did appear, and the impossible became possible. At his words, “Do not be afraid,” another impossibility was brought into being by Jesus’ bringing the disciples to their destination across the sea immediately. Lord, as close as the disciples were to your Son, still they became afraid of his supernatural power even over the forces of nature. Give me the grace today to hear your voice in the midst of the day and know that you have mastery over it: “It is I. Do not be afraid.”
Lord, let your mercy be on us, as we place our trust in you. Thank you, Lord, for meeting me throughout the day, especially in those places where I am most fearful; let me look out for your coming.
Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.