And people will come from the east and the west and from the north and the south and will recline at table in the kingdom of God. For behold, some are last who will be first, and some are first who will be last.
Jesus replies to a question from someone in one of the towns he passed through: ”Lord, will only a few people be saved?” Strive to enter through the narrow gate, Jesus tells him. Many will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough. He then tells the parable of the master of the house who locks the door and doesn’t let in the one standing outside. “I do not know where you are from. Depart from me, all you evildoers!” says the master of the house. And Jesus then says, “There will be wailing and grinding of teeth when you see Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God and you yourselves cast out.”
God, help me learn the meaning of strive to enter and wailing and grinding of teeth. It is not enough to slide by to remain in the kingdom of God. On the other hand, I would not want to see myself cast out from the kingdom of God against my desire and will. You are merciful, Lord, and your mercy extends from this life to eternal life. Do I merely eat and drink from your spirit in a passing acquaintance? “For behold, some are last who will be first, and some are first who will be last.” Jesus, help me learn to be humble by asking for your help to continue striving to be in your kingdom and to manifest it.
Today, Lord, as I receive you in the Eucharist, body and blood, soul and divinity, give me the grace to be firm in my desire to seek you. Allow your grace to work through me to bring glory to your Father. Stay with me today, Lord.
Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.