“Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life?”
In today’s Gospel reading from Matthew, Jesus repeats the word life four times, and the refrain of the responsorial psalm is “It is I who deal death and give life.” There is no doubt that today’s readings deal with life and death but also with death in life, the kind of death in which life given to the pursuit of amassing riches is self-destructive. To die to this life through self-denial for the sake of following God leads to greater life.
God, help me hear and understand you through today’s readings. It isn’t easy to read the words “deny himself, take up his cross and follow me,” and it’s harder to do than it is to read. Yet, when I dwell on your invitation to come after you, I know that’s what I desire, to whatever degree I act on that desire.
I know that God asks that I slow down and quiet myself enough so that I can recognize him and hear him throughout the day. It isn’t always clear to me what my cross is, but I ask for God’s grace to recognize it so that I can come after him and deny myself. “For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.”
Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.